My daughter begged to sleep in the car outside my brother’s house.
She’s six. She used to run to his door before I even parked.
Last Sunday she said, “Don’t leave me ALONE with him.”
Josie is all I have left. Her mom died three years ago in November, and Sundays at my brother’s are the only thing about our week that never changed.
Travis is four years older than me. He fed us for eight months after the funeral, back when I couldn’t get through making a box of noodles without sitting down on the kitchen floor.
I work doubles at the plant on Sundays. He takes her from noon to seven.
So when she cried in the driveway, I blamed the cousins. Kids fight.
Then she stopped eating the mac and cheese she’d asked me to buy two boxes of.
That week she wet the bed twice. Wednesday she asked me if a person can have two dads.
I called Travis from the parking lot at work. He laughed and said she’d been fine, they watched the dog movie, SHE’S FINE, Derek, relax.
Friday night, brushing her teeth, Josie looked at me in the mirror and said the man with the truck told her she’s HIS.
I froze.
I set up Travis’s doorbell camera myself in 2022. My phone still gets his alerts.
I sat in the truck outside my own house and scrolled back to last Sunday. 12:41, me pulling away. 1:06, a silver pickup at the curb.
A man on the porch. Travis holding the door open for him.
I went back further. Same truck, ELEVEN SUNDAYS in a row.
On October 12th, Travis carried Josie out to that truck and buckled her in himself.
I paused it. Zoomed in on the man’s arm, the eagle above his wrist that I used to trace with my finger when I was four years old.
IT WAS MY FATHER. The man Travis swore to me died outside Dayton in 2019.
I sat down on the floor without deciding to.
I drove there doing seventy through town. Kendra opened the door before I got up the steps, and her eyes were already red.
“She’s not here,” she said. “Travis took her somewhere at nine this morning and HE WON’T ANSWER HIS PHONE.”
What Kendra Already Knew
I pushed past her. Not hard. She didn’t stop me.
The house smelled like burnt coffee and the vanilla candles she buys in bulk from the dollar store. Their youngest, Marcus, was on the couch with a tablet, headphones on, five years old and completely checked out from whatever was happening to the adults around him. Kendra’s older two were nowhere.
“How long,” I said. Not a question.
She sat down at the kitchen table. Her hands went flat on the surface like she was steadying it.
“I didn’t know at first,” she said. “I thought it was just Travis and his dad stuff. You know how he gets.”
I didn’t say anything.
“The first time your dad came here I told Travis he needed to tell you. He said he would. He kept saying he would.” She looked at Marcus. “Derek, I swear to you, I didn’t know he was bringing Josie to him until two weeks ago. I found out and I told Travis it had to stop and he told me to stay out of it.”
Two weeks ago. She’d known two weeks and called me zero times.
I took Travis’s chair, the one at the head of the table, because I needed to sit and I didn’t care whose chair it was anymore.
“My father faked his death,” I said.
“I don’t know all of it.” She was crying now, but quiet, the kind where your face barely moves. “Travis said your dad had some legal trouble and he needed to disappear for a while and that he reached out about a year ago. Travis never told me he was dead. I didn’t know that’s what he told you.”
Legal trouble.
The phrase sat there on the table between us like something she’d set down carefully.
My father’s name is Roy Hatch. He’s sixty-three years old, or he would be, if he were alive, which apparently he is. When I was nine he did fourteen months at Chillicothe for receiving stolen property. When I was fourteen he did three years at Mansfield for something I was never told clearly, something Travis knew and I didn’t, because Travis was four years older and Roy talked to him different. When I was twenty-two my father borrowed $4,000 from me and moved to Columbus and I saw him four more times after that, including twice at Christmas, before Travis called me in the fall of 2019 and said Dad died in a car accident outside Dayton, single vehicle, icy road, and I cried in a Walmart parking lot for forty minutes.
I sent flowers to a funeral I didn’t attend because Travis said the service was small and I’d just had Josie and the roads were bad.
There was no funeral.
What Seventy-Three Sundays Looked Like
I called 911 from Kendra’s kitchen.
The dispatcher asked me to confirm: my daughter, Josie Cobb, age six, last seen at approximately 9 a.m., taken from this address by her uncle, Travis Hatch, forty-one years old, white male, in a vehicle I didn’t know because Travis drove a dark green Silverado that I knew and it wasn’t the silver pickup and I realized I didn’t know what he was driving today.
Kendra gave them the plate number for the Silverado. She had it memorized. I didn’t ask why.
Two officers came. I showed them the doorbell footage on my phone, standing in the driveway, and I watched one of them watch October 12th, the clip of Travis walking Josie out to the silver truck and buckling her in, and the officer’s face didn’t change but he tilted the phone toward his partner and his partner watched it and then looked at me.
“That’s your father?” the second one said.
“That’s his tattoo. I’d know it anywhere.”
They took my phone inside to look at the rest of the clips. Kendra gave them a photo of Travis from her phone. I sat on the porch steps and tried to think about where Travis would take a six-year-old on a Saturday morning.
The thing about Travis is he’s not complicated. He likes fishing. He likes the diner on Route 9 where they know his order. He likes the flea market that runs on weekends out past the county line, the big one in the gravel lot where you can buy tools and old guns and car parts and plants and sometimes, when my father was still supposedly alive, Roy used to have a table there selling things I never looked at too hard.
I told the officer about the flea market.
He got on his radio.
I called Travis’s number six more times. Went straight to voicemail every time, his voice saying leave a message in the flat bored tone of someone who never actually wanted a voicemail system but got talked into it.
The second officer came back out. “Mr. Cobb. We found the vehicle.”
The Flea Market Off Route 9
They wouldn’t let me drive myself. One of them rode with me, a woman named Officer Pruitt, short hair, said almost nothing the whole way, which I was grateful for.
The flea market is about four miles past the county line on a road that turns to chip-and-seal and then back to asphalt. The gravel lot was full. Saturday. Maybe two hundred cars, rows of folding tables under tarps, the smell of funnel cake from somewhere and exhaust from the highway.
Travis’s Silverado was parked at the far end near the tree line.
I was out of the cruiser before it stopped fully.
Pruitt said my name, sharp.
I stopped. Waited. Let her get beside me.
We found Travis at a table selling old hand tools, pipe wrenches and socket sets spread out on a moving blanket. Josie was sitting on a cooler next to him eating a corn dog, her feet swinging, wearing the purple jacket I’d put on her Wednesday and told her to leave at Travis’s for the week.
She saw me before Travis did.
She got off the cooler and walked toward me, not running, just walking, and I went down to my knees in the gravel and she put her arms around my neck and I held on.
Travis said, “Derek, what the hell.”
I didn’t look at him yet.
Josie pulled back and looked at my face and said, “I’m okay, Daddy.”
“I know,” I said. “I know you are.”
Then I stood up and looked at my brother.
He’d aged. More than the two weeks since I’d seen him. Or maybe I was just seeing him differently, the way you see a room differently after the furniture’s been moved, everything technically the same but wrong.
“Where is he,” I said.
Travis looked at Pruitt. Looked at the second officer coming up behind me. His face went through three or four things fast.
“I don’t know what you think – “
“Travis.” I kept my voice level. I was proud of that, later. “Where is Roy.”
What My Brother Said
He didn’t run. I’ll give him that.
He sat down on the cooler Josie had been sitting on and he put his hands on his knees and he looked at the gravel between his feet and he talked.
Roy had contacted him in the spring of 2020. Not 2023, not recently. Spring of 2020, four months after the fake funeral, when I was still sending Travis food money because the plant had cut my hours. Roy called from a number Travis didn’t recognize and said he was in trouble, real trouble, the kind with people not the law, and he needed to be dead for a while and he needed Travis not to tell me.
Travis said he argued. He said he told Roy no. He said Roy called back six times over two weeks and the sixth time Travis said yes.
I don’t know if any of that’s true.
What I know is that Roy had been coming to Travis’s house for a year. That Travis had told him about Josie, showed him pictures, let him be the grandfather he never was to anyone. That Roy, who I last saw at Christmas 2018 when he ate my food and borrowed forty dollars for gas and drove away, had apparently decided at sixty-three that he wanted a relationship with his granddaughter.
And Travis, who fed me for eight months and sat with me at the hospital the night Rachel died and is the only other person on earth who loved my daughter from the day she was born, had decided to give Roy that.
Without asking me.
“He just wanted to know her,” Travis said.
“She told me a man with a truck said she was his.”
Travis’s jaw moved.
“She’s six years old,” I said. “You let a man she doesn’t know tell her she belongs to him.”
“He’s her grandfather, Derek. He’s our – “
“He’s dead.” I heard my own voice. “You told me he was dead. I cried for him. I let my daughter grow up thinking she had no grandfather on my side because you told me he was dead, and then you gave him eleven Sundays with her behind my back and you didn’t think I needed to know that.”
Pruitt was writing something in her notebook. The second officer had stepped around to Travis’s other side without making a thing of it.
Travis looked up at me finally. His eyes were wet.
“He’s changed,” he said.
I picked up Josie and walked to the cruiser.
Where It Is Now
Roy was picked up at a rest stop on 70 west of Columbus that same afternoon. I don’t know all the legal details yet. My father is not actually dead but he does have a warrant, two of them, out of Franklin County, nothing I was told about. Travis was not arrested at the flea market but he was asked to come to the station and he went.
I have a lawyer now. A woman named Diane Ferris who works out of an office above a tax place on Court Street and who called me back in eleven minutes on a Saturday, which tells you something about her.
Josie slept in my bed Saturday night. She didn’t ask about the man with the truck. She asked if we could get a dog.
I said maybe.
She was asleep in four minutes.
I lay there next to her in the dark and listened to her breathe and thought about the eagle tattoo on my father’s forearm, the one I used to trace when I was four and he was young and nothing had happened yet. I thought about Travis at that kitchen table in 2019, his voice on the phone, icy road, Derek, single vehicle, and how I’d believed him without asking a single question because he was Travis and Travis didn’t lie to me.
I thought about eleven Sundays. Josie on that porch. My father’s hand on her shoulder.
I don’t know what she was told about who he was to her. That’s one of the things Diane is helping me figure out how to ask.
Kendra called Sunday morning. I let it go to voicemail. I’ll call her back when I know what I want to say.
The plant gave me the week off. I didn’t ask, they offered, and I took it.
Josie and I drove to the park Monday and fed bread to the ducks and she ran around for two hours and on the way home she fell asleep in her car seat with her mouth open and her purple jacket bunched up under her head like a pillow.
She didn’t ask about Uncle Travis.
She didn’t ask about the man with the truck.
Kids carry things in ways you can’t always see. I know that. I’m watching for it.
But she ate dinner Monday night. All of it. Asked for seconds.
That’s where we are.
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