My Old Partner Got His Retirement Plaque While I Had Nine Copies of the Letter That Named His Son

William Turner

My old partner signed the evidence box out the week he retired.

It came back four pounds lighter, and NOBODY logged what left.

I still had a key to that room.

I promised Darlene Sizemore in 2006 that I’d find who killed her daughter, and I said it standing in her kitchen while she held Amber’s graduation photo against her chest.

Nineteen years. Six boxes. One conviction that fell apart in pretrial.

I retired in 2019 and kept working it anyway, out of my garage, off a legal pad.

“Gary, you know you’re not supposed to be back here,” the property clerk said when I came in that Tuesday. Her name’s Renata and she let me in anyway. She had her kid’s soccer schedule taped to the monitor.

Box 3 was wrong. The inventory sheet inside had been printed on new paper, and it listed nineteen items.

My copy at home listed twenty.

Item 14 was a cigarette butt from the gravel beside Amber’s car. In 2006 we couldn’t do anything with it.

By 2020 we could.

I asked Renata to pull the sign-in log for the last six years.

Dennis Kovach’s name was on it four times. Twice after his retirement party, when he had no business holding a badge, let alone a key.

Then I found the hold letter in the folder behind the photos. A DNA request from the state lab, dated March 2021, filed in the box instead of the case file.

Nobody had ever opened the reply.

I sat on the floor of that room with my knees against the shelf frame and pulled the envelope out with a pen, the way you do, out of habit, twenty years too late.

I read the first line three times and still couldn’t make my hands work.

THE PROFILE MATCHED TRAVIS KOVACH. DENNIS’S OWN SON.

Dennis got his service plaque last Thursday at the county dinner. Chairs, chicken, a projector nobody was using.

I’d been sitting on that envelope for eleven days and I’d made nine copies.

I walked up to the podium while he was still shaking hands, tapped the microphone, and said, “Before Dennis gets his plaque, I brought something for the screen.”

What I Didn’t Say in That Kitchen in 2006

Darlene Sizemore made coffee I didn’t want and set it in front of me anyway. Amber’s graduation photo was from Harlan County High, class of 2004. She had her mother’s jaw. She’d been accepted to Eastern Kentucky for nursing.

She never started.

She was found on a Tuesday morning in August, gravel lot off Route 119, driver’s door still open. Medical examiner put time of death between 11 p.m. and 2 a.m. She’d been strangled. No sexual assault. Her purse was in the car, phone still on the passenger seat with four unread texts from a number we couldn’t trace for eight months, and when we finally did, it belonged to a prepaid bought at a Kroger in Harlan the previous spring.

Dennis worked the scene with me. He was the senior guy. I was four years in, still thought I was good at reading people.

I watched him photograph the gravel. I watched him bag the items. I watched him write up the inventory.

I did not watch him close enough.

The conviction that fell apart in pretrial was a man named Roy Duff, who lived six miles from the lot and had two priors and a temper that preceded him into every room he entered. Roy Duff was also, as his public defender eventually proved, working a double shift at a chicken processing plant in Barbourville the night Amber died. Sixteen coworkers. Punch-in records. Security footage.

We’d pushed Roy Duff hard because the alternative required thinking about something I wasn’t ready to think about.

Dennis had been the one pushing hardest.

The Legal Pad in the Garage

After I retired I gave myself one month off. Went fishing twice, didn’t catch anything either time, drove my wife Connie crazy being home on a Tuesday afternoon.

Then I pulled the Sizemore boxes out of the closet where I’d kept my personal notes for thirteen years and set up a folding table in the garage.

Connie didn’t say anything about it. She brought me coffee sometimes and set it down without comment, the way you do when you understand something can’t be argued with.

I had six legal pads going by February 2020. The pandemic hit and suddenly I had nothing but time and a case that had been wrong from the beginning in ways I couldn’t quite name.

The prepaid number. The way Roy Duff’s timeline collapsed the moment anyone looked at it hard. The inventory.

That inventory.

I’d kept a photocopy of every document in every box, which you’re not supposed to do but which every detective who’s ever cared about a case has done anyway. My copies were in a manila folder marked SIZEMORE, AMBER – COPIES, which Connie had once asked about and I’d said was old paperwork, which wasn’t technically a lie.

Nineteen items on the new sheet. Twenty on mine.

Item 14: cigarette butt, gravel, approx. 2m NE of driver’s door, photographed in situ. I’d logged it myself. I remembered logging it. I remembered thinking it was probably nothing, some trucker who’d pulled off the road two weeks before.

But it was gone.

And the paper the new inventory was printed on had a brightness to it, that slight blue-white of fresh stock, that you don’t see on a document that’s been sitting in a box for fifteen years.

What Dennis Kovach’s Name Looks Like in a Sign-In Log

Renata didn’t ask me why I wanted the log. She’s worked property for eleven years and she’s seen enough to know when not to ask.

She pulled it up on screen and printed me the relevant pages. Her kid’s soccer schedule was still taped to the monitor. Tuesdays and Thursdays, St. Michael’s Youth League.

Dennis Kovach: March 14, 2018. November 2, 2018. Those were before his retirement, technically legitimate.

Dennis Kovach: September 9, 2021. Dennis Kovach: February 4, 2022.

His retirement party had been June 2019. I’d been there. Open bar at the VFW hall, a cake that said GOOD LUCK DENNIS in blue frosting. I’d shaken his hand and meant it.

September 2021. February 2022. No badge, no case assignment, no reason to be in that room that I could construct in any direction.

I stood there looking at those dates for a while. Renata was on the phone with someone about a transfer request. The fluorescent light above the far shelf had been flickering since at least 2017.

Then I went back to Box 3 and found the folder behind the crime scene photos, the one that should have held supplemental reports.

The state lab envelope was in there. Still sealed. HARLAN COUNTY SHERIFF’S OFFICE – ATTN: ACTIVE CASE FILE 2006-0441 on the front, KENTUCKY STATE POLICE FORENSIC LABORATORY on the back flap.

Postmarked April 14, 2021.

It had been sitting in the wrong folder for three years. The reply to a DNA request that somebody had filed and then apparently buried before anyone could read the answer.

I sat down on the floor because there wasn’t a chair and my knees were already giving me trouble that year.

I used a pen. Habit. Nineteen years of habit.

The letter was two pages. The first page was procedural language, reference numbers, chain of custody confirmation.

The second page had the result.

The submitted sample (Item 14, case 2006-0441) yielded a complete male STR profile. A search of the Combined DNA Index System (CODIS) returned a candidate match. The candidate profile belongs to: KOVACH, TRAVIS ALAN.

Travis Alan Kovach. Born 1985. Dennis’s boy. I’d watched that kid grow up. He’d been at the retirement party. He’d made a speech about his father.

He’d have been nineteen in the summer of 2004.

Amber Sizemore had been twenty.

I sat on that floor for probably twenty minutes. Renata came to check on me once and I told her I was fine and she looked at me the way people look when they know that’s not true but they’re going to let you have it anyway.

The Eleven Days

I made copies at the FedEx on Route 25E. Nine copies, like I said. Kept the original sealed in a freezer bag at home, which I know sounds like overkill but I didn’t trust anything by that point.

I spent eleven days doing two things: building the case for how the evidence was tampered with, and figuring out who I could hand it to that Dennis hadn’t worked with for twenty years.

That’s harder than it sounds in a county this size.

I called a prosecutor in Fayette County I’d testified for twice in the late nineties. She’s a judge now. I explained the situation in a parking lot outside a Cracker Barrel in Richmond because I didn’t want to do it on the phone and I didn’t want to do it anywhere Dennis might know about.

She listened without interrupting, which is rarer than it should be.

She told me what I needed to do next and who needed to receive what. She also told me to stay away from Dennis, which I intended to, and to stay away from Travis, which I also intended to, and to not do anything stupid at the county dinner.

I told her I wouldn’t.

I was lying when I said that. I think she knew.

Chairs, Chicken, a Projector Nobody Was Using

The county dinner is every year in March. Harlan County Law Enforcement Appreciation, held at the Elk’s Lodge, folding tables with paper tablecloths, chicken from a local place that caters everything in this county whether you ask them to or not.

Dennis was getting the Distinguished Service plaque. Thirty-one years. The sheriff was going to give a speech. There was a projector set up for a slideshow somebody had put together, photos from Dennis’s career.

I’d been invited as a retired officer. I sat near the back. Connie had wanted to come and I’d told her it was going to be boring, which was the second lie I’d told in a week.

I watched Dennis work the room. Handshakes, back-slaps, that laugh he has that fills a space. I’d known that laugh for twenty years. I’d trusted it.

Travis wasn’t there. I’d checked.

The sheriff gave his speech. Dennis looked appropriately humble, which he’s always been good at.

Then they called Dennis up for the plaque.

I had a USB drive in my shirt pocket with one file on it. The scanned lab results, the sign-in log pages with Dennis’s post-retirement entries, and a one-page summary I’d written at the kitchen table at 4 a.m. two nights before.

I’d asked the AV guy earlier in the evening if the projector was connected to anything. Just making conversation. He’d shown me the laptop it was running off of, sitting open on a cart by the side wall.

I walked up while Dennis was still shaking the sheriff’s hand.

I tapped the microphone. Feedback squeal, people wincing.

“Before Dennis gets his plaque,” I said, “I brought something for the screen.”

The room went the particular quiet of people who don’t know yet whether this is a joke.

I plugged the drive into the laptop. Opened the file. The lab results came up on the screen behind the podium, big enough to read from the back row.

Dennis turned around.

I watched his face do the math. It took about two seconds.

“Travis Alan Kovach,” I said into the microphone. “Your son’s DNA on a cigarette butt you signed out of evidence and tried to make disappear. Amber Sizemore was twenty years old.”

The sheriff was already moving toward me. That was fine. I’d expected that.

What I hadn’t expected was Renata. She was there with her husband, off-duty, sitting four tables from the front. She stood up before the sheriff reached me. She’d already had her phone out.

She’d been recording since I tapped the microphone.

I found that out later. I think she’d known, when she printed those log pages, what they were going to be used for. I think she made a decision that day and didn’t say anything about it, just taped her kid’s soccer schedule to the monitor and let me back into the room.

Darlene Sizemore is seventy-one now. She still lives in the same house. I called her the next morning, before anything hit the news.

She didn’t say anything for a long time after I finished talking.

Then she said, “I knew you’d come back.”

I didn’t tell her it took nineteen years because I missed something a twenty-nine-year-old should have caught. That’s mine to carry.

I just told her I was sorry it took so long.

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