My Brother’s Wife Begged Me to Turn Off Dad’s Last Video

Lucy Evans

My brother’s wife read Dad’s will out loud at his kitchen table.

Forty-one years in that house, and my name came up ONCE.

Next to it was one typed sentence.

I’m the one who moved back to Dayton when Dad’s kidneys quit, three years of dialysis rides, Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, while my brother Greg called from Phoenix on Christmas.

Dad always said the house got split down the middle. He said it right at that table, his hand flat on the wood.

Kristen didn’t look up. “Everything to Gregory. To Douglas, nothing. Douglas knows what he did.”

Aunt Paula’s green bean casserole was still in the oven, and nobody got up to take it out.

I didn’t argue. I folded my copy in fourths and went out to the porch.

Then I read the date.

March 9.

Dad had his stroke February 20. For six weeks I fed him chocolate pudding with a spoon because his right hand wouldn’t close.

The signature at the bottom was neat. It slanted the way his checks used to.

I went back in and said nothing. Greg hugged me at the door. “Sorry, man. It’s what he wanted.”

Two days later, Kristen had a realtor’s sign in the yard.

That Thursday I went over to empty Dad’s fridge. His iPad was on the charger by the recliner. I’d set it up for him, and the passcode was still Mom’s birthday.

I only opened it to cancel his newspaper app.

The camera roll had eleven videos I’d never seen.

All from March. All shot from the recliner, his face way too close to the lens.

In the first one, he fought for every word.

“Dougie. She came with papers again. I DIDN’T SIGN. SHE HELD MY HAND ON THE PEN.”

I tried to sit on the arm of the recliner like I’d done a thousand times and missed it completely. I ended up on the carpet with the iPad on my chest.

Videos two through ten were just him saying the date. Every single day. Like he was clocking in.

Number eleven was nineteen minutes long. In the thumbnail, Kristen was standing behind his chair.

I didn’t watch it.

I waited for Sunday.

Kristen was walking the realtor through when I plugged the iPad into Dad’s TV, with Greg, the kids, and both aunts on the couch.

I pressed play on number eleven.

Kristen saw the thumbnail and grabbed Greg’s sleeve so hard a button popped off. “Turn it OFF. Greg, please. Not the part about Phoenix.”

The Realtor Put Down Her Folder

On the screen, Dad was picking at the seam of his sweatpants with his left hand.

Kristen stood behind him with a blue folder tucked under her arm.

“You sent ninety-four thousand dollars to Phoenix,” she said. “You can’t pretend that’s not part of this.”

Dad worked his mouth before anything came out.

“Loan.”

“I know what you called it.”

“Greg. Said. Six months.”

My brother bent forward on the couch. His oldest boy was sitting beside him, holding a little plastic bag of crackers.

I paused the video.

“Ninety-four thousand?”

Greg looked at Kristen. She was still holding the piece of his cuff she’d torn loose.

The realtor picked up her folder. “I think we should stop the showing.”

“Yes,” Aunt Paula said. “I think we should.”

She stood up and held out her hand to the younger boy. He complained that he hadn’t seen the basement yet. Paula told him she’d show him the basketball hoop at her place.

I hadn’t thought about the kids when I arranged this. I’d thought about witnesses. That was the word in my head all morning, and now an eight-year-old was asking whether there’d still be a hoop when somebody bought Grandpa’s house.

Paula took both boys outside.

Greg started to stand.

“Stay,” I said.

He sat back down, but on the very edge.

I’d Been Adding Up the Wrong Things

I hadn’t watched nineteen minutes of Dad before Sunday. I’d spent two days staring at the thumbnail and finding jobs to do.

I washed the empty butter tubs he saved. I took six bags of frozen peas out of the freezer, all opened. I called a lawyer.

Her name was Ruth Kowalski. A woman at the machine shop where I worked had used her after her sister sold their mother’s car while their mother was still driving it.

Ruth told me to keep the original files, make copies, and not sign anything.

“Have you seen an earlier will?”

“No.”

“Then we start there. And Douglas? Don’t hand them the device.”

She hadn’t suggested a family screening. That part was mine.

I’d been angry enough to want their faces in the same room as his. I wanted Greg to hear how long Dad needed to say one sentence.

For three years, my brother had asked whether we needed anything.

I always said we were managing.

I shouldn’t have. There were weeks I ate dinner over the sink at eleven because Dad’s treatment had run late and I’d gone straight to second shift. There was a winter when my truck needed tires and Dad needed a ramp, so the truck got another winter.

Greg sent a fruit basket once. Dad couldn’t eat half of it.

And somewhere in there, ninety-four thousand dollars had gone west.

Dad had complained about the price of furnace filters that same winter. I’d bought the cheap ones and felt cheap doing it.

Now Greg was looking at the television as if he could wait it out.

“What was the money for?” I asked.

“A business thing.”

“What business?”

He rubbed a mark on his trousers.

Kristen answered. “A property partnership.”

“Did Dad get his money back?”

Nobody answered that one.

I pressed play.

She Had Brought the Pages Separately

Dad’s television had bad speakers. They made the room sound hollow, and I turned the volume up until I could hear Kristen’s shoes on the recording.

“You told him it was secured,” she said.

Dad lifted his chin.

“Wasn’t.”

“No. It wasn’t. And now there are other people who need to be paid.”

She came around the chair and crouched in front of him.

“If the house goes to Greg, we can settle everything. Doug already lives here half the time. He hasn’t got children to think about.”

I lived in a one-bedroom apartment off Wilmington Pike. My toothbrush was at Dad’s because I sometimes slept on the couch after he fell.

I had apparently acquired a free house in Kristen’s accounting.

On the screen, Dad said, “Half.”

“We’ve been through this.”

“Half. Each.”

Kristen opened the folder on his lap.

The camera caught a corner of paper. Dad had propped the iPad sideways against the brass lamp Mom hated but never replaced.

“Just the last page today,” Kristen said.

He pushed it with his left hand. It slid to the floor.

She picked it up.

Then the screen went mostly black. Her back was in front of the lens.

We heard Dad say, “No.”

We heard paper drag across the chair arm.

“Stop pulling,” Kristen said. “You’re making it worse.”

Aunt Denise reached for the remote, then stopped before touching it.

“Doug.”

I paused it myself.

I could hear the refrigerator cycling in the kitchen. It had made that same knocking sound since I was in high school.

Kristen was crying now, though she kept wiping her face before a tear got very far.

“He understood what the money was for,” she said.

“What money? The loan or the house?”

“Both.”

“You told him I didn’t have kids.”

She looked at Greg.

He hadn’t said a word since “business thing.”

There were twelve minutes left.

The Bottom Drawer Wouldn’t Close

Aunt Denise went out to sit with Paula. Before she left, she squeezed my shoulder and told me she was right on the porch.

The realtor was long gone. Her business card lay on Dad’s table beside a glass somebody had set on his folded newspaper.

I took the iPad into the kitchen to plug it in. It was down to nine percent.

Greg followed me.

“Can we do this without everybody?”

“We are.”

“I didn’t know she’d gone this far.”

He said it quickly. Practiced, maybe. Or maybe I only hear it that way now.

Kristen stayed by the television.

Greg put both hands flat on the kitchen table, right where Dad used to put his.

“The investment went bad. Then I tried to cover it. I was going to tell you.”

“When?”

“I don’t know.”

“Before or after the sign?”

He moved one hand.

I left him there and went to the little desk beside the pantry. Dad kept stamps in the top drawer and bills in the bottom. The bottom one wouldn’t close unless you lifted it with your knee.

I’d paid his bills online for nearly a year, but he still insisted on paper statements. Said computers couldn’t be trusted, while ordering birdseed from his iPad.

Behind the electric bills was an envelope marked GREG.

Inside were two wire receipts. Forty thousand dollars and fifty-four thousand.

There were letters too. Four of them, copies Dad had made on the printer he claimed he couldn’t work.

The last was dated February 12, eight days before the stroke.

“Greg,

You told me I would be paid by December. I need a straight answer. Doug is spending his own money coming here and I am not asking him to carry you too.

Call me yourself. Don’t send Kristen.

Dad.”

I read it twice.

Greg stood in the doorway.

“Did he send this?”

“Yes.”

“What did you say?”

“I was trying to get the money.”

That wasn’t what I’d asked.

I put the letter back in the envelope. My work boots had left dried mud under Dad’s desk. For some reason I bent down and picked up a piece of it.

Then I carried the iPad back to the living room.

Somebody Else Was in the Room

The video started again with Kristen’s back still blocking the picture.

She moved, and Dad’s right hand was lying on the page. His fingers were curled around a pen, but Kristen had her hand over his.

I could see it now.

There was no need to argue about how steady his writing might have been on a good day. She moved his hand across the paper while he turned his face away.

Then a man’s voice said, “Did you get it?”

Greg.

Not from the couch. From Dad’s television.

My brother made a small noise beside me.

On the recording, Kristen looked toward the hallway.

“It doesn’t look right.”

Greg stepped into view wearing the gray quarter-zip he’d worn to Dad’s funeral.

He took the page from her.

“It’s fine. The old ones vary anyway.”

I stood up so abruptly the charging cable caught around my ankle. The iPad slid off the side table, and I caught it against my leg.

Greg reached toward me.

“Don’t.”

He took his hand back.

On the screen, Dad was trying to speak. Greg leaned over him, close enough that the microphone caught his breathing.

“You think Doug’s going to keep this place? He’ll sell it the minute you’re gone.”

Dad said something I couldn’t make out.

“He’s been counting the days, Dad.”

“No.”

“Then why does he keep asking the doctor how long?”

I had asked the doctor that.

In the hospital corridor. Greg had been on speakerphone because I’d called him when Dad couldn’t swallow water, and I didn’t want to hear the answer alone.

Dad looked down at his lap.

I let the video keep going.

Kristen said, “What about the other page?”

Greg sat at the kitchen table, just visible through the doorway. He opened a laptop.

“We need a reason. Otherwise he’ll contest it.”

“He’ll contest it anyway.”

“Put that he’s had enough already.”

Dad lifted his head.

“No.”

Greg stopped typing.

Then he said, “Fine. ‘To Douglas, nothing. Douglas knows what he did.'”

Kristen repeated it while she wrote something on a pad.

Those exact words.

At Dad’s table, with Dad listening.

The printer started in the next room.

I didn’t look at my brother. I watched Dad. His mouth kept moving, and when I turned the volume up another notch, I heard him.

“Good boy.”

He was trying again.

“Doug. Good boy.”

He Waited Until the Door Shut

There were still four minutes left.

Greg and Kristen gathered the papers on the recording. Greg told Dad he’d call tomorrow. He touched his shoulder on the way out.

The front door closed.

For almost a minute, Dad sat without moving. A car started outside.

Then he leaned toward the iPad. It took him two tries to get it closer, dragging the lamp’s crocheted mat with it.

“Dougie.”

I sat on the floor in front of the television.

“Didn’t. Sign.”

He swallowed. There was a little cup of thickened water on the table, but he couldn’t reach it from there.

“Ruth.”

I looked up.

Dad said the name again, then gave a number in pieces. He got the last four digits wrong, shook his head, and started those over.

Ruth Kowalski.

The lawyer I’d called.

“Old will. Ruth. Her copy.”

He rubbed his forehead with the heel of his left hand.

“Paula knows.”

Outside, somebody laughed. One of the boys. Then Dad on the screen started crying, and I was furious with him for doing this alone when I was coming back at six.

“Should’ve told you.”

He tried to wipe his nose on his sleeve.

“Money. All that money.”

The recording ran another minute. He reached toward the screen and missed the button twice. The last thing he said was, “Tell Doug.”

I stopped it there.

Greg was standing by the door.

“I thought she’d put that away,” he said.

He meant the iPad.

That was what he had left.

I opened the front door and called Aunt Paula inside.

She watched the last few minutes, standing with her purse still under her arm. Then she called Ruth from her own phone.

Dad’s older will was in Ruth’s office. Half to each son. Signed six years earlier.

Paula had taken him there. She’d offered to call Ruth again after the stroke, but Dad had said he wanted to speak to Greg first.

I kept thinking about that while Ruth told me what to bring in Monday morning.

I Left the Sign Where It Was

Nothing got fixed on Sunday.

The will contest took months. Ruth brought in another lawyer who handled that kind of case, and I learned how much money you could spend proving something everybody in a room had already watched.

The March paper was set aside. The people named as witnesses gave statements that didn’t match the date or each other. One admitted he’d signed later, at Greg’s request.

The house couldn’t be sold while the case was pending.

There was a separate investigation into the documents. I gave them copies of everything. I stopped asking for updates every Friday.

Greg’s share under the earlier will didn’t simply disappear. The unpaid loan became another fight, with bank records and letters and interest calculations spread across a conference table.

I wanted it over. I wanted it to cost him everything. Some mornings those were the same wish.

In November, we reached an agreement. The debt was charged against what Greg would otherwise receive, and I bought the remaining interest in the house.

I had to take out a mortgage.

The first payment was due January 1. I stuck it on the refrigerator with the magnet from Dad’s dialysis clinic.

Greg didn’t come when we cleared out the last of Dad’s clothes. Kristen mailed a garage-door remote in a padded envelope with no note.

Paula finally told me about the casserole.

“Burned the hell out of it,” she said.

I laughed hard enough that she started laughing too, then neither of us could quite finish.

That evening, after she left, I watched a different video on the iPad.

It was from the previous summer. Dad was on the porch complaining that I’d bought the wrong size furnace filters.

I was behind the camera telling him they were the ones he’d written down.

“Well, I wrote it wrong,” he said. “You gotta check.”

I played it again while I opened my first mortgage statement.

Would you have watched that last video alone, or made them sit beside you?

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