My brother stopped eating lunch three weeks ago.
He said the eighth graders film him by the bathrooms.
Then he showed me the video. 400 LIKES.
Colton is thirteen and he has a stutter that gets worse when he’s tired, and he won the science fair last year with a battery made out of lemons.
“Don’t tell Mom,” he said. “Brianna. Swear it.”
Our mom works doubles in the hospital laundry and cries at car commercials, so I swore.
I’m sixteen. I’m on yearbook staff, which means nobody in this building looks twice at me carrying a laptop.
I watched that video eleven times before I fell asleep. The angle was wrong.
It was shot from table level, down at the end of the cafeteria where Colton sits with the same four boys he’s known since second grade.
Whoever held the phone was sitting with him.
I told myself somebody just walked past with their camera out.
The next morning I found the account. Forty-one videos.
Seven other kids were in them. One was a freshman girl who transferred out in October.
There’s one of Colton at the water fountain where a hand comes in from the side and shoves his head down, and the caption is one word and it isn’t his name.
Then I got to a video from our kitchen.
Our kitchen.
His birthday, the Kroger cake with his name spelled Colten, my mom singing off-key behind the camera.
That was filmed from our table.
Saturday he asked if Dustin could sleep over, and I asked him who took the videos at his party.
“Dustin did,” he said. “Mom’s phone was full.”
I had a senior portrait folder open on the yearbook computer and I kept clicking next, next, next, for a long time.
DUSTIN HAS BEEN FILMING HIM FOR TWO YEARS. He’s eaten dinner at our house forty times.
And on that follower list there’s one account that has liked every single video since 2024, and the name on it is on the staff page of our school website.
The spring assembly was Monday. I signed up to run the slideshow back in January, before any of this.
Mr. Hargrove handed me the clicker and told me to keep it to four minutes.
“Before we get to the awards,” I said into the mic, “everybody needs to see something.”
What I Did With Four Days and a Yearbook Laptop
I want to back up, because what happened in that gym didn’t start Monday morning.
It started Thursday night, sitting at the kitchen table after Colton went to bed, with the screen brightness turned all the way down so the light wouldn’t come under his door.
I made a folder. Named it “YB Spring Final BACKUP” because nobody opens backup folders. Inside it I put screenshots. Account info. Post dates. The follower list. Every video where you could see a face, a hand, a school hallway tile that matched the ones outside the science wing.
Forty-one videos across twenty-six months.
The oldest one is from October of eighth grade, which means Dustin started before Colton even had a phone of his own. Before Colton could have known what was being done to him.
I kept going back to the birthday one. Our kitchen. My mom’s voice going a little flat on the high note, the way it always does. Colton blowing out the candles on a cake that had his name wrong. He didn’t even care about the name. He was just happy.
Dustin filmed it from four feet away and posted it the same night.
The caption was a sound effect. The comment section had thirty-two replies.
I didn’t read them all. I read enough.
Friday I went to the main office and asked to speak to Vice Principal Donahue. The secretary, Mrs. Farley, asked what it was regarding. I said it was a personal matter. She told me to write it on a pink slip and he’d get back to me by end of week.
End of week was in four hours. He didn’t get back to me.
Saturday I looked up the staff page again. The account that had liked every single video since 2024 had a profile picture: blurry, outdoor, a man in a green jacket. The username was a string of letters and numbers that looked random but wasn’t. It was his last name, backward, with his birth year at the end. I know his birth year because it’s on the staff page, right under his photo, in the little bio about his coaching record.
Coach Terrell. Boys’ basketball. Twelve years at this school.
I sat with that for a long time.
Then I opened the yearbook software and started building a new slide deck.
The Part Where I Almost Didn’t Do It
Sunday night Colton made himself a bowl of cereal and sat next to me on the couch and we watched two episodes of a show he likes about competitive robotics. He fell asleep around nine with his feet on my lap.
He does this thing when he sleeps where his face goes completely slack and he looks about eight years old.
I thought about what would happen Monday. The gym. Five hundred kids. Teachers. Mr. Hargrove standing at the side door with his arms crossed.
I thought about Colton finding out I’d broken my promise. That I’d told, in the most public way possible, to the most people possible.
I thought about the freshman girl who transferred out in October and what her Sunday nights looked like now.
I moved his feet. Got my laptop. Opened the folder.
The slide deck had nineteen slides. I cut it to eleven. The clearest screenshots. The post dates. The account name. The follower list with one name circled in red because red shows up on a gym projector and I’d tested it on the yearbook room screen twice.
I did not include the birthday video. That one stays off the internet.
I saved the file, closed the laptop, and went to bed. Didn’t sleep much. Counted the cracks in my ceiling. There are seven, which I already knew.
What Mr. Hargrove Didn’t Know He Was Handing Me
The assembly started at 9 a.m.
The gym smells like floor wax and old sneakers no matter what time of year it is. The bleachers were maybe two-thirds full when I got there. I set up at the AV table in the back corner, the one with the long cable that runs up to the projector. I’ve run this table four times this year. Nobody watches the AV table.
Mr. Hargrove came over at 8:52 and handed me the clicker. He said, “Slide one is the district logo, hold it for ten seconds, then go to slide two.” He said, “Keep it to four minutes, the awards take forever.” He said, “You’re a lifesaver, Brianna.”
I said, “Yeah.”
He went to stand by the podium.
I plugged in my laptop.
The district logo came up. I held it for ten seconds, the way he asked.
Then I went to my folder.
The first slide was the account page. Username, follower count, forty-one videos, the profile picture. Just that. I let it sit for about five seconds while the room figured out what it was looking at.
The second slide was the post dates, laid out in a grid. October 2022 through March 2024. I’d highlighted the school days in yellow. Most of them were school days.
Somebody in the bleachers said something. I couldn’t hear what.
The third slide was a screenshot of the water fountain video, paused on the frame where you can see the hand. I’d put a timestamp in the corner. I’d put the caption in the corner. I did not play the audio.
The room got loud and then got quiet, which is a specific kind of quiet I’d never heard before in a gym full of teenagers.
The fourth slide was the follower list. One name, circled in red.
The Part I Didn’t Plan For
I had eleven slides.
I got through four.
Mr. Hargrove was at the AV table in about thirty seconds, which is faster than I thought a man in dress shoes could move across a waxed gym floor. He put his hand on the laptop. I stepped back. He closed it.
He said my name in a voice I’d never heard a teacher use before. Not angry, exactly. Something else.
Then he looked at the screen, which still had slide four up because the projector has a buffer, and I watched him read the name in the red circle.
He read it twice.
He said, “Go to the office.”
I went.
Mrs. Farley looked at me over her reading glasses when I came in. I sat in the chair outside Donahue’s door and I put my backpack on my lap and I waited.
The pink slip I’d filled out on Friday was still in the inbox on her desk. I could see it from where I was sitting.
Donahue came in eight minutes later, fast, not looking at me. Went into his office. His door didn’t close all the way. I heard him on the phone.
Fourteen minutes after that, Coach Terrell walked past the office window. He was carrying a gym bag. He didn’t look in.
I never saw him in the building again after that. Not my information to share, what happened next with him. But he wasn’t at practice Tuesday. The JV kids had a substitute.
What Colton Said
My mom picked me up at 11 because I got a two-day in-school suspension for “unauthorized use of school AV equipment during a scheduled event.” That’s the official language. I have it in writing.
She cried in the car. Not the car commercial kind. The other kind.
She didn’t know about the birthday video until I told her in the parking lot of the Walgreens on Route 9. She sat there for a minute with the car running and then she said, “He ate dinner at our table.” She said it like she was checking whether it was true.
“Forty times,” I said. “At least.”
She nodded. Pulled out of the parking lot. Didn’t say anything else until we got home.
Colton was at school. He got home at 3:15. I was in my room when I heard the front door.
He came and stood in my doorway and said, “Everybody’s talking about it.”
I said, “I know. I’m sorry I broke the promise.”
He didn’t say anything for a second. He has a way of going still when he’s thinking, like the whole system is just processing. He’s had it since he was little.
Then he said, “The lemon battery. Did you tell them about the lemon battery?”
I said no.
He said, “You should’ve.”
He went to his room. Came back ten minutes later with a bag of Doritos and sat on the end of my bed and we didn’t talk about any of it for the rest of the night.
He ate dinner that night. Two plates.
I didn’t make a thing of it.
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The in-school suspension ends tomorrow. I’ll be back at the AV table for graduation rehearsal in six weeks. Mr. Hargrove will probably hand me the clicker again because I’m good at it and he has a short memory for things that inconvenience him.
I still have the folder. Named “YB Spring Final BACKUP.” Still on my desktop.
I haven’t deleted it.
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For more unexpected turns and family dynamics, check out I Volunteered to Run the Sound Board at My Son’s Talent Show, or perhaps My Father-in-Law Hated Me for Seventeen Years. Then He Left Me Everything. and My Stepdaughter Started Leaving Her Door Open – But Only When Her Dad Was Home.
